LIFE IS A DRUG !!

something good . . .

2011-04-15T17:52:00.000+05:30

A Dreamless Sleep & a Hopeless Heart ...

That’s All I Pray,.

Enough of Broken Dreams & an Empty Heart…

Enough ! being a witness to my world being ripped apart !!

A Dreamless Sleep & a Hopeless Heart …

2011-02-25T02:30:00.002+05:30

One Day I Miss You…

The Next day,

You make sure My Hangover stays !! ;)

First Date :)

2010-12-03T02:10:00.000+05:30

Once upon a time… okay...there still lives an amiable & cute girl “Teddy”. This is a small story – significant one though J about the all stud “Gummy Bear” & “Teddy”

Story begins when Teddy joins a new club with friends & Gummy Bear is the Guy who impresses her. She definitely likes that guy but thought it’s not possible, but something always told her she can have her way J Gummy Bear...Dude have you ever had any idea that he liked her J Cut short he added her in Facebook,.thus started an atmosphere of friendship..Flirtatious friendship to be precise ;)

1^st Date wasn’t far behind – Teddy’s first First Date’.. Gummy Bear picks Teddy & they head to the most exotic buffet dinner in the city. Friday Night..shimmering light..perfect ambience & boy ! What more to help the mood than the exotic food J Ride back home – takes a long drive turn – windows down – music – inebriant as the catalyst.. Words didn’t ask for anyone’s help !!

Ride back home, still no wish to go back to room.. Gummy Bear mentors Teddy how to drive a car.. One long hour- the best driving session Teddy ever had J

Time to go Home |Time is so ruthless|

Alas! They go back to respective places with zillions of thoughts unshared !! only to stay awake till the shyness of the night is encroached by the rising sun . . . taking their thoughts to their dreams J

2010-11-21T02:49:00.001+05:30

2010-05-20T04:30:00.000+05:30

INDIA’S T-20 FIASCO

2010-05-12T04:21:00.002+05:30

Yepp…I’m back.. Wanted to hit my laptop keys badly for so many days..But I guess it was worth the wait. What really brings me back, is nothing great than our own Indian Cricket worshipped by billions in India & world over.

April 30^th’2010 – ICC T-20 WC kicks off in The Caribbean.

India, underdogs’ after getting out of the tournament the previous time, being the reigning champions then, kick off to an expected good start against the Afghani Talibans’. Next match bestowed India with another win against The Proteas.

Top of the Table in Group C.

India; the first team to qualify for the super-eights with an all win record in the league. Well done India J

May 07^th’2010 …

India has Match with The Kangaroos.

My friends & Me planned to watch the match over some drinks in Xtreme sports bar. Managed to reach there after much hassle, only to find our destined abode crammed. ‘sob-sob’ My idea of fun goes flop & we retreat. Nay, how can we.. We head to B-flat Bar nearby…cozy seating..Candlelight..One on one drinks..Ambience was perfect. While India gave us the reason not to cry over unwatched game with lowered Spirits in the Xtreme Sports. I had Cosmo’ to start with, then a walk on the beach concluded with an Irish Coffee was worth the High spirits we were in without the Xtreme Sports.

May 09^th ‘2010…

India needs to win against the Hosts’ to keep chances of going thru the semis alive..Alas!! They do what they are best in..Disappoint the zillions waiting @ home . Somebody stated in FB, please come back..don’t embarrass us against the Lankans now.

May 11^th ‘ 2010 …

India take on the previous time finalists & neighbor ‘Sri Lanka …

I am in office & my colleague comes & asks, ‘not watching the match… you got the television right over.’ I am like, ‘nay..have better things to do’. Finished some interesting’ work & head towards the cafeteria to find people still hoping for an Indian win to savor some pride.

I guess somebody had to remind the Captain, that they were playing T-20 WC & not Test match…Pathetic display by the Indian captain in the span of time I saw the match.

Who cares…got cab to catch… we leave….

May 12^th- 1:53 am – get a sms from Manoj “Indian Cricket deserved it”.

I had no updates, so Googled for the exact status…hmmm.. The Lankans won .. Congrats..

I reply, “Chill bhaiya..when we expect more..nothin happens..”

Manoj,” You call it expecting more shiv? Just one out of the 3 matches. Forget qualifying for the semis. At least they should have managed to win one out of 3. Then I wouldn have send this message.”

Obvious reasons..When it’z about Cricket- emotions do run High !!

My explanation was on the lines that the team was quite High in Spirits after beating the Afghanis and The Proteas, & the Hangover prevented them from even performing remotely well in the next three encounters. The Indian Captain had just snatched the IPL championship from the favourites Mumbai Indians..went till super-eight( improved since last time)

Don’t blame the poor fellow..he played cricket till he drank 4 litres of milk everyday… Too much of socializing..oops.. I meant cricket’ & 4 beers substituting the milk.. took a toll of the lad.

Disclaimer - MSD.. No offence.. Though Beer has never the solution to any problem, neither has Milk been.. Your personal choice.. I just want India to rise n' shine J

[P.S. – thanks Manoj bhaiya..for your high on emotion msg.. I did something I was cribbin’ for in so many days J ]

uMM - haD 'raNdoM' fuNN .. ;)

2010-03-16T02:49:00.004+05:30

Finally I’m doing this..never done one of these before,. first time for everything. So here it goes. Thanx Isha for tagging me J

Some Useless Facts About Me:

• What is your current obsession?
CreatiNg cocktails..tried for the first tiMe,last week..it was a success !!

• What are you wearing today?
A coral pink T-shirt & an army green trouser with images of Pirates’ of The Caribbean :P

• What's for dinner today?
South Indian thaLi from Andhra Mess !!

• What's the last thing you bought?
Perfume - UDV GOLD-ISSIME ..

• What are you listening to right now?
The silence of the night encroached by the swirling sound of my ceiling fan…

• What do you think about the person who tagged you?
Ah – never thought about her .. we have a well felt friendship, which wd be grow till eternity… so it’z better not to think..

• If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would you like it to be?
New ZeaLand.. dunno that part of the worLd,really really appeals to me..

• What are your must-have pieces for summer?
Sunglasses,Sunscreen.. A/C ( if possible) .. lotts of water ….

• If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?
Office..so that I can play TT/ Badmiton.. but that means… I gottu pull in other ppl too.

• Which language do you want to learn?
TeLugu-foremost .. there are such amazing movies..

• What’s your favourite quote? ♪♪ "ßє ωhαт u ωαηαα bє..

тαkιи тhιиgs, тhє ωαy тhєy cσмє..

иσтhιи ιs αs иιcє αs fιи∂ιи pαrα∂ιsє

...и...

sιттιи ιи ∂ sυммєя sυи... " ♪♪

[actually a song]

• Who do you want to meet right now?
My nephew.. my chhuit little naughty boy .. :x

• What is your favourite colour?
Black!! & Black & did I mention Black …

• Give us 3 styling tips that work for you.
1-> a nice hairstyle

2-> ohk..’m saying this – kajoL ..

3->ryt aTTitude ~~!!~~

• What is your dream job?
Dream job..which pays me enough money in my DoMain – so that I can get my dream car ;)

• What’s your favorite magazine?
Not really into ‘em .. but can be anything..

• If you had $100 now, what would you spend it on?
Rayban !!

• What do you consider a fashion faux pas?
Wrong Footwear !!!!!

• Who according to you is the most over-rated style icon?
is it SRK ??

• What kind of haircut do you prefer?
short.. coz it’s difficult to manage long hair… but something, with less volume & here I go-I dunno !!

• What are you going to do after this?
Watch a movie probably..or sLeep…

• What are your favorite movies?
Bommarilu,

chupke chupke.,

dOsTaNa..

goLmaaL(both old n new),

Happy Days..har diL jo pyar karega..

my favourite mArTian..mera pehLa pehLa pyar..

..OceaN's eLeveN

padosan..

RuN..RANG DE BASANTI,

Ahhh – cant write more .. but there are ..

• What inspires you?
Nothing Inspires me more than my-self !!

• What do your friends call you most commonly?
shivani,. Sonu … shivu !!!

• Would you prefer coffee or tea?
coffee… but if it’z ginger tea.. thn get lost coffee…

• What do you do when you are feeling low or terribly depressed?
Jot-down my feelings..listen to soft music …

• What makes you go wild?
I ‘m born wiLd .. howzzat !!

• Which other blogs do you love visiting?
I ‘m forced to visit other’s bLogs...by a crazy insane person.. yeah..the one who sent this crazy thing to do ..

• Favorite Dessert/Sweet?
Butterscotch ice-cream/Rasogolla…

• How many tabs are turned on in ur browser right now?
Three.. .3… III .. /// …

• Favorite Season?
Winter ………… ;)

• If I come to your house now, what would u cook for me?
Who are you .. Oh – u isha ., go to kitchen cook somethn good fr me ..

• What is the right way to avoid people who purposefully hurt you?
AVOID – no explaination !!

• What are you afraid of the most?
Ghost .. L

• When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought? I need an A/C .. I ‘m sweating …

• What brings a smile on your face instantly?
nice people..sweet moments.. unexpected good things…

• A word that you say a lot?
HMMM…don’t know .

• When was the last time you did something nice?
ah-yesterday..prepared cocktails & helped a friend ..when she had asthma attack !!

• What would you do if you were made President of India for one day?
Travel in @LL luxury vehicles ..

• Do you Know who Master SHIFU is?
Nayyy…

So now to do the rituals ,where I should tag some of my friends and/or blog-friends- but my friends are lazy - all my frnds (into blogging),. They have done this.. I ‘m left with No-One… so… Cheers. .

In-ter-View Stress !!!

2010-02-25T04:38:00.014+05:30

“Not-an Rust” – my office – yippee,.yeah I got a job. My Design-ation = FuNNeD An-a-LeasT (keep havin’ FuNN )

Once upon a time,…

15^th Dec’ o9 – tension building up..’m yet to be pLaced… but @LL pLannin’s done for KeraLa trip with ma family. I wanted to be employed before I Go.

16^th Dec’o9 – Got a mail about prospective hirers .. BYE-BYE Group & “Not-an Rust” ;)
..diLemma arises ^th Dec’o9 .> OMG !!

BYE-BYE group : is the largest private corporate group in India and has been recognized as one of the most respected companies in the world. à tough competition ..

“Not-an Rust” – Not much of an idea !! But heard one of the best Fine-an-SeaL Come-pay-nice . à Decided- ‘ll go here J

Preparation;

Went thru my’ Fin-an-ce No-how’ folder.. gathered some journaLs, magazines., petrified after getting to know , the tough selection process a.k.a easy elimination process. Slept @ 3.

Confidence level – 80% .

17^th Dec’o9 – Prayed to God. Got good wishes from my friends & family. Surged ahead with Ten more people a.k.a ‘ competition’ from my college set off to Probable Destination

Confidence level – 70% .

..Reach Office,- apprehensive to see Ten more a.k.a ‘competition enhanced’ !!

Confidence level – 60% .

1^st round – our smartness retained us in the room ( 10 people eliminated a.k.a competition reduced :P )

Confidence level – 60% .

Oh ya the resuLts – I got thruuuu :D … the first round .. 2 more people were with me.

Confidence level – 70% .

2^nd round – I call it as mini-HR round .

-had conversation with HR about my keraLa trip .. seriously .. I’d that !!

Confidence level – 70% .

3^rd round – Aptitude Round.

Confidence level – 100% .

resulT – cleared. - @LL about ryt attitude baby !!

Confidence level – 85% .

4^th round – HR Interview by V.P ( gottu know he’s the V.P – HR later on ) – was fun.. I used my smartness ;)

Confidence level – 90% .

Ufff ….. we cleared @LL rounds.. wait the HR said come tomorrow for FinaL .. but I ‘ve my flight @ 16:00 hrs.

I said,’I told ya, I gottu go to keraLa’

HR,’oh-ya, I ‘ll process your interview first..dun worry’ J

18^th Dec’o9 – my roomie said, “phaad k aa jana” reply - , “ kahin meri na phat jaye ”

In my mind – it would be so embarrassing if I get out in the FinaL round !!

Reach Office-call HR – HR takes me to Martin ( Divisional.Mngr. )

Confidence level – 75% .

5th round –
Duration -> 15 mins. Inter-view -> good one, I got lucky-he asked me something I knew :P .. & I shooted all of penalty allotted to me J

Confidence level – 90% .

20 minutes later – HR comes – You’re selected. !! I say – Thanks !! No expression !! WTF !!

16:30 hrs – I fLy to God’s own Country.

Note : Names have been changed keepin' the styLe in mind !! No dis-respect intended.

Love Lost

2009-12-11T04:24:00.002+05:30

They saith ,” It’s better to have loved & lost, than to have never loved at all.”

I thought I did the better thing...

I fell for someone I had utmost faith & respect.,

I lost myself in his care & love..

Woke up,..

Only to realize he hath' completely destroyed my faith & self !!

THE WAR OF THE BRAINS

2009-12-08T02:38:00.006+05:30

Is writing a new post that difficult?? .. "it is" - says my left brain.. "Nay its not", averred my right brain... Well all depends on that very moment..That very thought of yours, how you capitalize is important … sometimes, it’s so trenchant that I don’t even take five sweet minutes to literate my thoughts, but sometimes it goes a mammoth way to create something out of my immaculate mindset !!!

This emotional turmoil we get sometimes actually results from the discrepancy between our two supreme governing bodies. Both of them perceive things in different ways & they don’t get what the other half is all about. The left brain tends to dismiss anything significant coming into consciousness from its "flaky" cranial twin..

I couldn’t handle this creepy jiggling anymore, being a subtle mind, I followed my right brain & initiated the post, while the twin asserted itself as the post.

Well the war will go on..As it has,from years unprecedented. So it’s for us to decide who we allow the upper hand...the rational or the intuitive !!

enLightment ;)

2009-12-04T17:18:00.000+05:30

2009-12-03T18:42:00.004+05:30

good morning sun

katrina kaif

2009-11-20T17:51:00.001+05:30

FeeLin’ Blue…

2009-11-19T20:22:00.004+05:30

A feel so new…

I dunno what my heart is upto..

Now I can’t deny something which I have been…

This silence, is making me insomniac..

I wish this doesn’t happen …

I wish it was in my control…

I wish I am not taken away …

I wish …

Life’s stressing me out …

Something’s special is in the air …

Something’s craving in, in me …

Something which I can’t say…

I wouldn’t say rather !!

PERCEPTIONS

2009-11-18T12:33:00.011+05:30

The West Wind has been pushing me to write a blog, since she discovered that I write … and there is some substance in my writing… may be she wanted to see, whether I write it on my own or copy-paste it, as normally is a student’s approach for completing assignment. [Heyy you must be thinking, how can I refer west-wind as she ... well The West Wind is a human…girl to be precise…& ma dearest friend to be personal … her blog name is The West Wind ;)]
So, Miss West Wind, this one’s for you… I don’t know, what I am going to pen down (infact punch down)
Hmmm…Let’s do some serious stuff…what do you think about Life …
“The condition that distinguishes organisms from inorganic objects and dead organisms, being manifested by growth through metabolism, reproduction, and the power of adaptation to environment through changes originating internally”’ … God that’s confusing!!!
Few years before, six years to be precise … I got damn frustrated, don’t remember the reason though… but that’s where I gave a thought … what Life is…
Life to mother expecting her child, would not be just the sperm meeting the egg and forming the zygote (smaller than the size of a grain) or the XX & XY chromosome’s pondering about their merger..But… the feeling of an entire small entity belonging to her, whose every action is going to take her pain, which she went through the child-bearing days in a whisker and burst it into millions of smiles!!
Next is what…not Samsung …but the journey of a lone warrior trying to save his honour as he lets out a shrill war cry plunges into the scrimmage…outcome – Unknown – the only known thing – to save his honour and pride … meaning of Life changes for him!!!
An artist-in a languid mood- life to him is the inspiration that drives him towards his most beautiful creation acknowledged by the art seekers. Life doesn’t remain as a machine pumping blood to the body, instead a feeling which makes his heart send smiles across his persona.
Life to a person abducted by some ruthless hijacker is to be foolhardy enough to try & seize the control out of the hijacker … the impregnable look in his eyes not for giving his life away…but to live…
The birds flying down every winter, life to them is being pliant and patient.
Going pretty good,.
Life’s when Roger Federer sat in his sideline chair, listening to the music, gazing into the distance—the glassy-eyed look of the winner of the most Grand Slam titles in history having lost not to Rafael Nadal or Andy Roddick, but Juan Martin Del Potro,the 6th seeded, 6-foot-6 Argentine deprived Federer of his 6th straight title at America’s Grand Slam.
Life's when your beloved leaves you with your heart aching with the feeling of emptiness & silent tears rolling down your cheeks ..
Life means three old friends, three separate corners of the world & one internet messenger !!
I can continue this argument on and on from the various perspectives of life but, The way in which we want to live life, we don’t get to, something which we have ,we disapprove of it… everything changes so easily as if nothing ever happened, sometimes a spine-chilling experience whereas sometimes nothing actually to define .
Life may be, not sure, but like 3D..as everything’s not good and everything’s not bad…something or the other keep’s on changing… we living beings are so into putting our perspective of life into others mind that we rarely get to understand life… you know what, we hate things going around us sometimes, and that’s only to make us realize…there are things to be taken care of… there are things nice and not so nice, reason being, we spend our time foolishly against learning something. Things of timid nature rarely get themselves acknowledged by the homo-sapiens. I mean just taking everything in a stride and making a NO out of nothing…

Life is not all about speculation , it’s to commemorate the things you went through and being wiser the next time.
Life to me is being precious !!

2009-10-23T23:16:00.000+05:30

2008-04-06T11:14:00.000+05:30

BurNin desire....

beautiful place..infact ws quite TemptiN...not 2 frgt the weather...

Ranbir Kapoor

2008-03-31T21:36:00.002+05:30

sushmita sen

2008-03-31T20:33:00.000+05:30

With You aLL the waY

2008-03-31T14:40:00.000+05:30

I never thought that you would give me so much support & love,
I never thought that you would be there for me,when I needed the most,
I never thought that you with a touch so consoling will hold out a hand to me..
I never thought that you with a smile so understanding will shower so much love & care..
I never thought that you with a look so intoxicating will go the last mile..
I never thought that you would share my
laughter.,my tears..
my hope & my fears ..!!..
I never thought being with you..aLL the way !!

Abhishek bachan

2008-03-30T21:32:00.000+05:30

i 'M cRaZy

2008-03-30T00:46:00.000+05:30

I gotta live life a way..
as i Love it..!!..
No matter how i'm judged..
Life just takes me miles away...
I wouldn't mind being your part
then would you love me juz how I want !!

Dream of a DreaM !!

2008-02-25T09:38:00.000+05:30

A dream is sitting all alone,
just waiting for you..
He's sad,he's down...
He's someone who just missed your time,
for the light of your thought..
He wished he was early !

He's small,he's innocent,
too small to be honoured among the band of his kins !!
One after another all his kins were adopted...
but he was left as an orphan..
No one to share his agony..
A day's wait had become too unpredictable for him !!
He had the will power to subdue all circumstances,
He was brave..but bravery alone cant survive in this lone world !!
He wished to love his life,
wished to enjoy his moments..
but..
He could do nothing..but
wishes to ask for !!!

I feeL

2008-02-25T09:32:00.000+05:30

Charm of the moon in your eyes,
sinks my emotions..which nevertheless lies !
Silence of the night when you are quiet,
finds me a zeal in your sight !!
Drunkeness of a wave when you smile,
closes my eyes..me raised to thee !!!
Swiftness of the wind when you touch,
sizzles me..but I am lost !!!!

itz a reaL smaLL worLd

2008-02-25T00:48:00.000+05:30

The first drops of heavenly rain,
makes me feel again..
Once it had happened in the past,
will it be again !!

Who knows,
I can't forecast,
wait a little,it happened in the past..

Things are repeated,
in one or the other way..
how it comes now,
don't ask..I can't say !!

The twinkling clouds..with a bright shawl around the shoulder of the sky,
talk of the past
on sunny days & overcast..

Everything was so pleasant,
but..
we live for most part,
in the present..
The present,which in its way,
gifts us
memories of the past
hopes for tomorrow
joys N sorrow..

These little things make me ponder,
In this world.,isn't everything a wonder !!!

insufficient titles !!

2008-02-25T00:32:00.000+05:30

INCONCEIVED !!

2008-02-25T00:18:00.000+05:30

With you for some while,
I dreamt of walking a mile...
but dreams are dreams,
they seldom become a real pile...
You always had the style,
being the reason of my smile
with u I have always been agile...
rhythm in the heart..locked in the heart file..
With you gone.,
dreams are shattered,hopes destroyed !!
The deadly cover of the night,has taken the reins..
the sight of a pleasant morning seems Greek to me..
The ocean wave hasn't washed it all..
there are still some remains..
..but ..
the ashes..!!..

HEART SAYS

2008-02-24T23:31:00.000+05:30

THE SOUL OF MY HEART WILL COME BACK TO YOU,
EVERY MOON I WILL LOOK UP TO YOU..
NOW GATHER ALL THE WORDS ,
BIGGER THAN HEAVEN,
GORGEOUS THAN EARTH !
THAT TAKES MY WORLD NEARER TO YOU..
WHEN I SEE U,.
MY HEART FEELS LIKE WAVES ROCKIN ON THE SHORE..
WHEN U COME U TAKE HALF OF MY LIFE..
BUT....
WHEN U GO BACK
..UR GIFT....UR LOVE...LAYS AN ICY HAND ON MY HEART
TO GET U MY WISHES WAIT
TO THINK OF U..THER ARE MOMENTS MANY
TO THINK OF LOSIN U...THERE ARE SORROWS
BUT TO THINK OF FINDIN U ..BRINGS ME LOTS OF JOY
WHEN I DONT SEE U,I STILL SEE U
IF I DN GET U,STILL I WILL GET U
YES,BUT THE SOUL OF MY HEART ....
STILL LONGS 4 U....AS....
I...L...O...V...E...Y...O...U...

someThin abt muzik

2008-02-24T22:01:00.000+05:30

# world music day-21st june
# what is unsual about trance music which mesmerizes the listeners— itz played at 130-160 beats per minute
# A kind of fusion music in Trinidad n Tobago that uses English, Indian & Bhojpuri lyrics --chutney
# what is the name for popular Marathi folk music-Lavni
# The instrument is a cross between the violin and the cello—Viola
# which famous western music composer was deaf--Beethoven
# MichaelJackson declared himself the king of pop. Who is considered the queen of pop?--Madonna
# Which western classical instrument has been perfectly incorporated in Indian classical composition?--Violin
# Emilee Berliner invented the gramophone in 1887.which company did he set up??--HMV
# Which famous Indian musician collaborated on a Beatles album—Pandit Ravi Shankar
# Where did Ghazal originate—Persia
# Jazz is mainly instrumental form of music essentially –wind instruments